AMANDA ROCKS



(happy.?)

I still dream of her.

A friend of mine once told this to me before,i didnt understaand it,till now.
ABCDEFG -A BOY CAN DO EVERYTHING FOR a GIRL
GFEDCBA -GIRL FORGETS EVERYTHING DONE and CATCHES BOYS AGAIN

Its a new year,
the past supposed to be swept under the rug and left behind.
but that few memorises with her tailed me
as it left me confused with allibies ,
in a condition as bad as my own.


its not that i have given up
not that im afraid to perservere or be sincere
but perserverence can annoy,
sincerity towrds those who wouldnt give turn their hed to you,
is jsut a simple waste of heartache.

i wasnt asking for the world,
but just you.
but its alright go have have your fun,
the puppetier of my heart,
go catch the boys you want,
i'll just wait for an answer to come,
to why am i in love with
the one who is tearing me down.